Where to Live

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After an arduous three-day business trip upstate (well, three days of drinking, so not that bad, it wasn’t like I was lifting granite blocks, but I did practice my fake laugh a lot, a handy skill I picked up from a play I did called “Movie Talkers.”), I visited my friends Jenn and Dave and their two dogs and two little daughters in North Adams, MA. They live in the picture postcard-cute New England town and there were lots of late-night talking, fun, and no sleep to be had — both the dogs and the girls wrestled each other for a good portion of the weekend. And the girls liked to make sure I woke up as early as possible to play by bouncing on the aero mattress I slept on.

Whenever I visit, my friends, being sweethearts, always invite me and David to move up there, creating bizarre work fantasties where David starts the first New England Renaissance Fair or a stage combat school, and they house me in some office set-up. To which, I’m like “If we’re dreaming, let’s dream big, people.” I’ve always been such an NYC-addict, I’ve never considered it, but now that I’m a little more fried on the challenges of urban living, I took it more seriously. All the people they have befriended whom I met are cool, the town has an artsy feel and is darn pretty, but gosh, there are like three reasons I can’t move there. 1) What would I do for work? 2) I hate driving (which greatly limits where I can live in this country) 3) Everybody’s the same color.

One of the girls and I watched Peter Pan together, and I’m assuming from the cartoon, she learned to call Native Americans “redskins.” (And in my split second decision, I decided not to correct her, though I could’ve done it, in retrospect, in a simple, chill way and I think I stink b/c I didn’t take the opportunity). She said she thought I was from China, and this time, I did take the time to tell her about Korea and the bigger land in my history, New Jersey. (Kudos to me.)

In general, it’s hard to pipe up when you see something is wrong, but with a kid, I feel the added obligation to correct the kid without making them feel like a nincompoop. I mean, I could overreact and jump down a person’s throat, but I’m trying to minimize the people I scar in this lifetime. Neither terms or ideas were her fault — you know, if you’re not exposed to certain information, how would you know? I can’t help but think that if she bumped into nonwhite kids in her nursery school, a bunch of phillipinos for example, she might know some of this.

Her parents rock. (And she rocks too.) They truly are great people who take parenting very seriously and have been nothing short of warm to anyone of different ethnic background, religious or sexual preference, so it’s not that, but there’s a certain amount your kids learn from just being around people other than you … I don’t want to live in a town where the only Asian people are the ones doing your nails and cooking bok choy in the local Asian restaurant. I like bopping around and seeing lots of colors — blacks, Latinos, Asians, whites, dogs, cats, rats, mice, waterbugs, roaches. I love variety and can’t bear to part with it. And also, I’m going to have kids one days! Biracial ones! Perhaps they will be more whack and confused than me (or mentally more grounded, knock on wood) I want them to know there are 80 million different kinds of peeps out there.

Certainly I’ve grown up and thrived in an environment where I was the lone Asian girl in a sea of Jewish and Italian faces and still have lots of good friends and experiences from that time, but something’s changed, and my ideal is to live in a Benetton smorgasbord. (You know, like multiracial, expensively clothed, and model-thin, hardy har har). I guess one of the many cool things I’ve started to think about after this weekend was Native American history, just so I know what to say the next time the subject comes up.

4 Responses to “Where to Live”

  1. Kirsten says:

    Tina

    We got Peter Pan from my parents for one of the kid’s birthdays and conveniently lost it. The Native American stuff was just too gross BUT ALSO (and sometimes harder to see) the virgin-bitch dichotomy (i.e. wendy-and-wendy’s mom vs. the mermaids and butt-obsessed and jealous-to-the-point-of-murder Tinkerbell. but don’t get me started on disney. ever.

    Kiki

  2. tlee says:

    Ack, so much to navigate. What happened to the good old days of Barbie? Ha ha. What about Breakfast at Tiffany’s? Adorable flick except for the Andy Rooney mascarading as an Asian doofus. When it’s time, I will ask you about toys and characters for kids that aren’t going to confuse the bejesus out of their values.

  3. Sachsy says:

    If you’re thinking that deep, one might also ruminate about the kinds of films we show to kids. One of my most favorite movies of all times was THE SOUND OF MUSIC. Only when I reached the age of 24 did I realize the sublimial message: what do you do about a problem like (an independent, free spirited, sexually aware) maria? Get her married with 7 kids. Ggggrrrrr.

  4. tlee says:

    How is Maria sexually aware? I’m missing that and I want you to clue me in. And yeah, I’m thinking that deep. I guess you can’t forbid EVERYTHING to a kid, but I do think this stuff affects how they perceive people and learn how to treat others, which is why I like diverse, human portrayals of Asians in the first place so that I can go to the deli with minimal hassle.

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